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[panicnhysteria]

I'm dying for this year's Museslash Awards, but I haven't checked the community so maybe it already started and I didn't notice. Heh

I love listening to Panic Station at full volume and feel every hit of the snare drum against my ears. Even though the person sitting next to me on the bus surely can hear the drums too xD

Why is it that sometimes when I look at myself in the mirror I think I have cool curves and pretty eyes and sometimes I can't look past the marks on my skin, the permanent bags under my eyes and my wrecked hair? I'm all for feeling good with the way you look but it sucks that I'm not okay with my body image most of the time.

And... I've gone to church for the past two Sundays by my mother's request. so far it's been okay-ish but I fear the day they decide to talk about sinners or something bad. If they dare mention that homosexuality is "wrong" but God loves everyone with their faults, I swear I'll leave and I won't regret it. Some parts of religion are scary

EDIT: SOMETIMES I FEEL NERVOUS READING SEX SCENES IN THE BUS BUT I SWEAT I JUST SAW A GUY BROWSING A PORN PAGE! Seriously, some people just don't even try to be subtle