The Mozart of Lunacy

Heya. Again, I have a lot of time and a high enough average grade that I don't need to worry about writing thesis yet (I'm halfway through my BA) but I have found a new passion and I think I need help developing this idea.

So, suddenly I've decided I would love to write something regarding English Language Learning or Teaching and... Inclusive Education.

The good/bad news is that both topics are HUGE so as far as I know I need to get a lot more specific with the topic. Regarding EL learning/teaching I would love to do:
a) Something where I could take advantage of my online persona (by this I mean maybe taking on subjects from other countries to make my thesis about a international issue, which would be awesome)
b) Something about the initial process of learning English as a Foreign/Second Language. As new learners, students often face classroom anxiety, change in their self-concept and other problems that are often filed away as ineptitude or a problematic behaviour.

Now, since Inclusive education involves literally every learner with Specific Educational Needs, I would need to specify just on one area OR treat SEN as a whole (but I'm afraid this might not be accepted), so I am specially interested in researching about the process of learning on blind or deaf students. I am also interested on students with speech disabilities but I feel like I would go nuts trying to find a neurolinguistic point of view regarding how they learn the language, but it is an option anyway.

I have 2-3 years before I actually have to worry about this, but if you have any ideas about how these two aspects can be linked to make one awesome (and most important, one socially relevant) thesis topic, let me know!

NOTE: If I ended up using an offensive or inappropriate term, I apologize. The barriers of language and the process of translation often makes way to misunderstandings (just yesterday I witnessed a Q&A session with some experts about the use of the words "handicapped", "disability" and "different abilites" and the experts themselves had completeñy different points of view). So, if I made any mistake like that, let me know so I can use the right vocabulary

I risked reading this on an English Teaching Congress, I do not regret it sjfkskf it was short but intense!! I really liked it :) Well done!

WARNING: I'm about to write great freaked out things about a Latin American movie that I strongly suggest everyone should watch but in my writing I won't avoid spoilersso... Please, pleasewatch Undertow (Contracorriente in Spanish) it's awesome. If you're not planning on watching it then go ahead

I'm dying for this year's Museslash Awards, but I haven't checked the community so maybe it already started and I didn't notice. Heh

I love listening to Panic Station at full volume and feel every hit of the snare drum against my ears. Even though the person sitting next to me on the bus surely can hear the drums too xD

Why is it that sometimes when I look at myself in the mirror I think I have cool curves and pretty eyes and sometimes I can't look past the marks on my skin, the permanent bags under my eyes and my wrecked hair? I'm all for feeling good with the way you look but it sucks that I'm not okay with my body image most of the time.

And... I've gone to church for the past two Sundays by my mother's request. so far it's been okay-ish but I fear the day they decide to talk about sinners or something bad. If they dare mention that homosexuality is "wrong" but God loves everyone with their faults, I swear I'll leave and I won't regret it. Some parts of religion are scary

EDIT: SOMETIMES I FEEL NERVOUS READING SEX SCENES IN THE BUS BUT I SWEAT I JUST SAW A GUY BROWSING A PORN PAGE! Seriously, some people just don't even try to be subtle

I was going through my abandoned FF Inbox and I was amazed at how much more confident I was!!
I found messages from 2012 with me acting as a virtual social butterfly, all smiles and politeness and talking about myself to strangers, thanking them for a review or discussing a chapter and even asking for translation permissions.
I couldn't believe that used to be me. I'm always saying "I've always been shy and I was born like that so I cannot change it" and I thought I was getting better but apparently not.
Nowadays I'm terrified of "speaking up" online in other people's bussiness. Even the friendliest of posts inviting people to just comment make me nervous. I know people in LJ that I'd really like to talk with because I find them interesting or they seem to be great and I don't do anything. I've read people hating their loneliness or asking for anyone to be there for them and I want to do something but my hands freeze up at the thought and I hate it.
If my real life social skills have not improved and my virtual social skills have worsened, what can be the reason? I thought so many years meeting people through the internet would have increased my online confidence xD it doesnt make any sense