The Mozart of Lunacy

Hi! Yet again, no update. I really am not true to my word, right? But this week (from the 23rd to the 30th) has been full of events and, as usual, I shall express all of it here, so be prepared.

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( Tuesday, May 30th )

As it is well known, Valentine's Day is approaching soon! Normally I ignore said fact but somehow my current crush is making me want to do something for her. The problem is... I'm not ready for her to know about my feelings, so I was planning on going through the secret admirer plan. Now I wonder... is it a good idea?
Right now I can only see advantages, since I'll know what she likes so it won't be bad for her, also, she's been so busy with school that I think this could brighten her day. If she likes it, I'd enjoy seeing her happy knowing I did that. If she doesn't, then I'd at least know that I tried... I can't do nothing else, my own mind is avoiding it, so... What are your thoughts? Other suggestions are well received :)

Ok so if anyone read this post and only saw dispair, here's the updated version. I think posting it and really seeing what I was doing was the textual kick in the butt I needed to start working.
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What. The. Fuck.

So, my plans to write at least one short MS fanfic is still there... but I'm not even close to doing it.
Everytime I decide to start, I get attacked with mental questions and problems
I don't know enough english... and everyone's gonna hate it.
I like to read because it makes me happy, but also I don't want to go out there with the stuff in my mind to receive bad criticism... Yeah, I know it's all part of making you a good writer, but I'm a little coward, so I decide not to do it.
The plot is there. The scenes are in my head. My hands are ready to write, but there are some things with the language (I don't know how tell between American english and "English" english) that I need to know before I can write peacefully.
And to know that I need to do lots of research... or ask for help
Sadly, this is where I know close to no one that know how to teach me.
So yeah. It'll be amazing when I write it. Until then... I'll have to keep trying to learn.