Quick life update

[panicnhysteria]

Ok so now I can scratch "going to a bar" and "wander in the city at 2 a.m." off my bucket list.
My mother allowed me to go to said bar to see this band perform a Muse tribute. It had the downside that the singer was female (and I respect it but I prefer Muse covers with a male leading voice) but I even drank a bottle of beer (another item off my list) and I went alone with my great friend and crush. It almost felt like a date, sure we hugged and talked a lot and had a great time but in a rock tribute, romance was obviously lacking. I almost wanted to be reckless and attack my crush somehow but I wasn't brave enough.
What can I do when literally the only difference between our current friendship and a potential relationship is the fact we don't kiss and we don't have the "couple" label?
Anyway, my crush loves Muse as much as I do and it was awesome to share these new experiences with her. Even if we freaked out as if we were in front of the real Muse xD

Comments

[tamarelmensdorp.livejournal.com]

Seems like you had a great time. Maybe next time, or the time after that, or after that, you will have the courage to just kiss her, or ask her if she would mind to be kissed by you. Take little steps. Who knows what the future will bring.