Sometime in the really far future...?

[panicnhysteria]

What. The. Fuck.

So, my plans to write at least one short MS fanfic is still there... but I'm not even close to doing it.
Everytime I decide to start, I get attacked with mental questions and problems
I don't know enough english... and everyone's gonna hate it.
I like to read because it makes me happy, but also I don't want to go out there with the stuff in my mind to receive bad criticism... Yeah, I know it's all part of making you a good writer, but I'm a little coward, so I decide not to do it.
The plot is there. The scenes are in my head. My hands are ready to write, but there are some things with the language (I don't know how tell between American english and "English" english) that I need to know before I can write peacefully.
And to know that I need to do lots of research... or ask for help
Sadly, this is where I know close to no one that know how to teach me.
So yeah. It'll be amazing when I write it. Until then... I'll have to keep trying to learn.

Comments

[millionstar.livejournal.com]

Everyone feels like that when they first start out though, don't beat yourself up! If I can ever help you in any way, I would be happy to if you'd like.

You can do it! :)

[panicnhysteria.livejournal.com]

Oh, thanks! I'll keep on trying(: and I'd appreciate your help, thank you! The thing is... I don't know exactly what I need to learn. You know that while writing, we use tons of words and expressions and that's where I find my problem hehe